So confused :S

Life is confusing me these day's...

No-one ever says what they really want or mean.

I mean, I really like this guy who apparently doesn't like me but still he fools around with me at lunch in school. Really, what would you say that could mean.

Anyway, as I was saying life confuses me and I don't like being confused. It just annoys me.

I think to get through life I must have some kind of daily rant on the blog, it just makes life all the more easier for me.

Rants do make life easier! Try it.

I need my music as well xD

My New Playlist ;D

This is what I occasionally listen to when not blogging my little heart out :P

I Predict A Riot - Kaiser Chiefs
A Dustland Fairytale - The Killers
Bones - The Killers
Endlessly - Muse
Supermassive Black Hole - Muse
Knights Of Cydonia - Muse
Muscle Museum - Muse
New Born - Muse
Bliss - Muse
Uprising - Muse
Nine In The Afternoon - Panic! At The Disco
I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco
Brianstorm - Arctic Monkeys
Never Miss A Beat - Kaiser Chiefs
Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3
Love Is Noise - The Verve
Meet Me On The Equinox - Death Cab For Cutie

It is pretty basic, but most of my other music is on a USB somewhere...not entirely sure where but still.

I highly recommend all of this to everyone ;D

(Especially the Muse songs) xD!

Jeeeez =)

I was watching TV earlier and happened to just realise that I haven't done a blog in so long. So as if by magic I appear here before you with another blog.

So much has happened in the past two months I think its been. Wow sooooo long.

Exam results were a bit sucky his year compared to the 4 A's, 2 B's and 1 C last year. Instead this year I got a highly unfair 1 B, in English, and 3 D's in Maths, Chemistry and Biology. These were unfair for several reasons, firstly 'cause I studied my ass off for Chemistry and Biology ( Maths not so much), secondly my exams were at the worst possible time, about 3-4 weeks after my papa died and thirdly...well, I didn't have a third but still...so unfair. I thought the SQA would have at least taken into consideration my circumstances around my exams and why I did so badly. I do get an appeal of Chemistry though, its only a C but I'm happy with that I guess. I'm not entirely sure whats happening about Biology, but at the moment I couldn't care less.

Oooo that was an awfully long rant, amazing my ranting abilities have progressed.

Well, now I'm back at school, in S6 *yawn*, it is a major bore. Upon starting back again I had to change subjects so instead if Higher Chemistry and Higher Biology, I'm now doing Crash Higher Media Studies and Intermediate 2 Travel & Tourism. Higher Media is awesome, one of the best subjects that I've ever took and because of that I know want to get into Journalism or Communication with Media. Seriously, studying a Buffy The Vampire episode as part of your NAB is amazing, and to me its super easy. Intermediate 2 Travel & Tourism is a major yawn fest. I'm completely able at all that's in the course I mean I could ramble off tourist attractions in New York in 3 seconds I'm that good.

Oooo more rambling. Hehe. Short intermission me thinks.

And back again.

We just did the S1 Fun Run which was awesome I guess. I got to stand around in the rain for an hour or so whilst S1's ran past soaking and mostly dressed up. There were some pretty good costumes, for example, an S6 volunteer who was running decided to run dressed as a women, bra and skirt...just another normal day in school.

Jeez, just scrolled up and seen my ramble fest that is the first blog in months for me.

Well, ehhmm, I guess that's really it...

Ooooo I have more up my sleeve.

I recently got a tooth out...I was soo brave. HAHA!! The feeling of half my mouth being numb was slightly awesome and weird at the same time. Although about an hour or so after getting it done, I thought it would be clever to eat a yoghurt...not one of my best decisions. Just imagine yourself really really tired and not being fully aware or really drunk, thats how I felt.

It was awesome =]

Anyway, thats me done...I think...ehhmm yeah I'm sure that I'm done now.

I'll just stop talking, maybe that would be good for us all.

So..

I'm guessing that this is going to be a weekly thing now then...I don't know why I do this, when there are probably only 2 people at maximum who read this.

Anyway, life has been pretty much the same since last times blog entry. Apart from the fact that I went to see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (which was awesome by the way) that's basically it.

I'm cutting this one short as my laptop charge is about to run out.

So I'll leave you with a couple of links:

My deviantART profile: http://lilium-lily.deviantart.com/

My Twitter account: http://twitter.com/Gillian_Clarke (follow me by the way, just send me a message saying that you seen the link on my blog)

Au revoir

xD

Remembered xD

I actually remembered about this..look at me, I'm growing.

Average day to day life with the summer holidays is slowly progressing, meaning that I'm becoming increasingly bored-er (?) with everything.

Good things: I'm going to see Harry Potter on Saturday 25th, and I can't wait, its meant to be amazing. Tom Felton a.k.a Draco Malfoy looking especially dashing.

Erm...thats about it for good things at the moment, life is slightly boring, you could probably tell though.

I'm actually looking forward to school starting in August, although I have to get passed the dreaded exam results first.

So, erm, as you could tell my life is boring right now, so that means that my blogs are going to be boring.

Anyway, I shall report later.

Au revoir. ;D

You know what...

...I completely forgot about this. Isn't that just awful of me, utterly disgraceful. I should be ashamed of myself. Well, I'm not believe it or not. :P

I didn't even check to see when my last blog update was anyway..so I couldn't even say how long I've forgotten about it.

Life has been..okay, I guess, could be better. Although at the moment it's Summer Holiday time..and I'm doing absolutely nothing. I'm not going on holiday, I'm not going anywhere, and so far I haven't seen any of my friends. Things are looking great so far. Although, the first week I had a kind of holiday from my sister as she went on holiday with the rest of my family whilst I stayed at home and looked after my Nana's dog. Good times. That's probably been the highlight of my summer holiday so far. Then there was a whole day at the beach, which was pretty awesome. Even coming home and seeing that I was completely burnt, I still enjoyed it. Certainly not the best summer ever. I still have rock climbing to look forward to hopefully and my Harry Potter day with my friend Heather, which is going to be super. We were planning to wear witches hats and have wands, but I don't know if I can be bothered to be honest.

I still have major artist block, I have no clue what to draw. I absolutely hate it. My poor tablet is getting a bit dusty and sad because it hasn't been used in forever it seems.

I am also missing school quite a lot to be honest. At least when I'm at school I have something to do, but when I'm in the house I have nothing to do. Anyway, I'm getting through the summer, quite painfully though. Oh well, never mind.

I'm not really sure what else to write about to be honest, life has been extremely boring lately.

My amazing dream of actually wanting to go and see Muse live is completely shattered, because I have no money to pay for tickets and my parents are unwilling to give me the money. Anyway, there is always the DVD of the concert. :P

That's what I did with the HAARP concerts in Wembley seeing as I couldn't get down there to see them.

Muse is actually what I'm listening to right now. Coincidence...I think not. :D

Just looked at the preview of this blog update, and oh yes, it's a long one. But I guess you've figured that out by reading my rambling words already.

Thanks by the way. ;D

I think a farewell for now is in order, but I can't say if i'll remember to update it again. Who knows I might remember next week or I might remember a year from now..hopefully now though.

Au revoir.

:P

Confused...

Since doing my previous blog, thing's have changed and everything is getting kind of good in a way.

Life has been good with everything going okay in a way.

Heather and my conversations about people we like have become so random to some extent. Only she actually knows who I like, along with several other people who could probably guess.

I am becoming to quite enjoy writing my Personal Reflective Essay as it is bringing back lots of memories about my Papa, which I like.

I'm cutting this blog short because I'm not very well and I'm really hot and need a cold shower.

Au revoir

:D